Anger....

today is supposedly the appeal day. its for those whos not in favour with their electives given and that they can appeal but u noe wat, this has to be one of the saddest day of my life coz i DONT even haf any electives at all so to speak. imagine people are all going to appeal and here i am waiting impatiently for my electives or just my timetable in which deres only one module on wed one hr. i called the sch and told them abt my plight. the guy reassure me dat hes going to check it out in which i tink he did coz he called me again in like 3hrs later asking for my electives ranking and he haf the cheek to even say dat black and white photography is full. DAMN!! its so unfair, i cant even compete with the rest of the students for a place in which i stand quite a good chance in getting it. en later a fren called and told me dat i wasnt even on the system of the classes...like WAT!! is this wat i deserve for all the anxiety and kancheongness of me trying to rank black and white as first and changing the rest for like 5 times so dat i could get wat i want. damn and experimental project is also full...wah like dat i may as well no need to come to school and juz rot at home. i got a feeling the sch like hates me or sometink and refuses to give me any electives...wah lau tell me how am i going to graduate...but mebe all dese happened for a reason dunno wat yet. a blessings in disguise i shud say...sekali im in some class with those guys from the other cohort...haha...wishful thinking...dream on...ok i tink i shud stop here before everyone going to die reading my sad and miserable life...au revoir